Tuesday, February 26, 2008

wish to be released

i know what i want to be released from. i wish to be released from the ties that bind me to your mistakes. take control of your own life, you're not a kid anymore. every time you make a mistake, i get a call telling me it's my fault. even if i'm hundreds of miles away. you think you love them, but you're killing them.

Friday, February 22, 2008

i'm flying

a couple nights ago i had another dream that i was flying. i have these dreams quite often. however most of the time when i'm flying, it takes great effort and concentration to fly. this time it was effortless and i could go as high and as fast as i wanted. i read that normally only children have dreams in which they are flying. i also find that when i'm dreaming that i'm flying, i like to see how high and how fast i can go. i'm never scared at all. every once in a while i fly so high that i get lost. but i'm not normally scared, it's more of an "oops i flew too high" feeling.

i just googled the whole flying dream thing and the results were that i'm supposed to be feeling released from something. maybe this is true since i flew faster and higher and it took much less effort than normal. but what am i released from? not really sure.

there is also a group that discusses their flying dreams online. it's called fly by night and considers dream flying a sport. hahah...maybe that's why i fly so often in my dreams. it's really fun!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

competition

competition is moving in down the street. we are still in the process of remodeling B2, but it's a lot of work. it's really hard to work on it after i've spent a full day at the shop. we also did some recent hiring and so we have to train the new hires and get them up to speed. employees have been getting sick however due to the flu which has been going around. so hopefully this flu season passes fast!

i'm still working on B1, albeit slowly. now that we have more help, i've been doing more research and chatting with others in the industry. i need it to keep my sanity also because i need to be reading science and researching new ideas. sometimes i have to say, it seems like it's a long road to success for the idea i have. but then, i'm sure all the big names of today thought so also. i need to remind myself, it doesn't just take a few months for this type of a product. in the meantime, i'm looking at the competition for B1 as well, i still don't think anyone else has hit it on the nail. however i really want to spend more time working on this. i've been spending time every nite, but it's only a couple hours a day.

i need more time in a day.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

almaden is on street view!

as i was driving on grimley right next to my house, i saw the google street view car drive by! i am officially not in the boonies now since we are on google maps street view! haha. i wonder if you would be able to zoom in on my silly grinning face.

happy valentines day!

i love getting flowers. i know it's a waste of money, i know they will die, i know i'm bad with changing the water so they last longer. i don't care, i just love getting flowers! hunny sent me a bouquet of stargazers. they are just a bunch of buds right now but i'm sure they will bloom soon.

valentines day is my favorite day. of course it would be for such a sappy sap like me. but it didn't used to be this way. in high school people would pay a dollar for valentine flowers to be delivered to your classroom. they were only carnations and nothing fancy, but i always wanted to get one! each and every time the delivery person was at the door, i would hope and hope one of the flowers would be for me. when i finally did get flowers, they were from my friends and not from a boy. not that i didn't love my friends for sending them to me, but i so wanted to get a flower from a boy! of course it could have helped if i actually talked to boys at the time...i was scared of talking to boys.

sigh...i'm so glad i'm not in high school anymore. and i'm so glad i finally had a bf in college! and i'm so glad hunny always sends me flowers on special days. :) lemonade hunny

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

google's streetview

check out this video that shows google's streetview capabilities! creepy! hahah

Friday, February 01, 2008

pillow fight club

hilarity! this looks sooooo fun!